So i am still in the hospital today was 14 days on antibiotics and i am only on 1 antibiotic and they have given me ice chips back! So only clear fluids i am tying to take it slow although i just want to chug the water but slow i don't want my colon to get mad! I want to go home so bad, but i don't want to go if i get sick and then all this hard work and time in the hospital will be for nothing. I can tell that i am getting better, i think this weekend i will have ct scan done to see if my colon has responded or not. I hope Monday i can go home i am going just a little crazy in the hospital but i have had many amazing visitors for which i am forever thankful. My Mom stayed with me the majority of the day and i just love listening to her stories, it reminds me that their is life after cancer. My Dad came down and visited with me Tues and Wed, Tim spent the night last night and will tomorrow night.
I slept so well last night just knowing that Tim was right next to me, sleep that was needed. Thanks Tim for all you do have done its amazing you have really showed me that love is also and action and you do it all! and just what a visit can do. Ally and Cherise, Cherise stayed with me in the hospital, Kaitlin also stayed with me and makes me feel like i am not even going though all this i can just be myself, Melanie you are who i look up to i wish and hope to half the women, mother and wife and that you are, Amber who gave me an amazing massage and held me when i had a mental break down and got me bed with and just held me while i cried, Robyn who i just love talking to,My amazing wedding planner who make me feel so at peace about the wedding, Lacey for the amazing gift and card, emails from family that i read over and over again, Deborah who i miss everyday, my amazing classmates and teachers who still encourage me and visit me the list goes on and on i love you all!
Children's hospital is amazing all the people that come by and they lent me a wii in the hospital so i can do some sort of moving but i am so anxious. I am trying to keep my mind on something else..if i can just get over this i could be done. It was so easy when i was sick to just say that i am done, but when i feeling better i think i can do it. I miss being active, running with Tim, but i have to get my walking back first and get out of the hospital and the feeding tube out. I am trying to enjoy the gift of time, cause i have a lot of time in the hospital and try to do something useful with my time. I love you all thanks for all the love and support gifts cards everything makes my day i couldn't be more thankful!
14 days but lots of love and support and i am forever grateful to all you that i might have forgot, i haven't and never will! All my love
Mary
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