Life...

Sorry i haven't wrote anything on this blog for a while, oh i miss it! Life after cancer so far is exactly the same with only less needle pokes, labs and scans. My port is removed and it is so weird not to have it, the surgery was fine but the site still bothers me. The plan is to do a ct scan and MRI every 3 months for the next year, and then every 6 months for a year or something. I am doing PT twice a week, unfortunately they believe that if my feet are to get flexing back i will have to do casting for the next couple weeks. They think it has just been too long since i have used those muscles,so they will put casts on both my legs, every week they will remove them move my foot up a degree or so and put a new cast on. If within the first week or two they will stop if results don't show but so far that's the next move. I can't believe its the end of May, i am getting excited for the wedding but also nervous because i am not feeling much better. I can't wait to eat, i just want to eat a meal its proving much harder than i thought it would be,i can't wait to get the feeding tube out but i suppose i should be able to get before we do that. i am still nauseous and don't have a great amount of energy. All in time i guess, just grateful to have no more chemo but hard to move on without feeling much better. I will post pictures soon! All my love

Mary