C-DIFF

Oh yeah its back....they have given me c-diff again because of the antibiotics and my ANC was so low. I am so pissed mostly because i spend my whole day trying to get to the bathroom in time so i don't poop in my pants...and then i just stay in there for like half an hour, and the cramping holy crap. i am beginning to wonder why i am doing this anymore for a tumor that no longer in my body...my body can only handle so much. But to quit half way through is not my style although its beginning to sound rather temping.